[He almost doesn't want to say. He already told Jojo, and just saying it all was enough to leave him sobbing. It was embarrassing, it was weak, and it was pathetic. While Gon was back there probably facing everything with Kite again, Killua was left with information further ahead. The realization that the optimism he's back there setting up right now is just going to be more painful in the end.
He interlocks his fingers with each other, pressing them against his forehead as he consciously wills himself to keep it together. It's just a retelling. Simple facts that he owes Jaime.]
He was from before me, but I never told him. We were looking for his dad, but there was a mix up so we ended up with one of his dad's friends instead. It was a lead, so we were happy. Kite was willing to train us, and we traveled with him for a bit to help him look into this type of ant.
These ants can evolve and absorb the DNA of anything they eat, and there was a secluded area where they'd started to eat animals and humans. We headed in there to put a stop to them with Kite.
[His voice wavers and hangs there at the end so that it's clear there's more, but there's a definite pause in his speaking. It's hard to go on past this. To remember it all. How specific should he be? How vague is unfair?
Gon is back there. He's here alone, unable to help, unable to stop himself from this stupid mistake, and the next one that ends with Gon being hurt--!]
to be fair is anyone ever ready for chimera ant shit (aka yes)
He interlocks his fingers with each other, pressing them against his forehead as he consciously wills himself to keep it together. It's just a retelling. Simple facts that he owes Jaime.]
He was from before me, but I never told him. We were looking for his dad, but there was a mix up so we ended up with one of his dad's friends instead. It was a lead, so we were happy. Kite was willing to train us, and we traveled with him for a bit to help him look into this type of ant.
These ants can evolve and absorb the DNA of anything they eat, and there was a secluded area where they'd started to eat animals and humans. We headed in there to put a stop to them with Kite.
[His voice wavers and hangs there at the end so that it's clear there's more, but there's a definite pause in his speaking. It's hard to go on past this. To remember it all. How specific should he be? How vague is unfair?
Gon is back there. He's here alone, unable to help, unable to stop himself from this stupid mistake, and the next one that ends with Gon being hurt--!]