[Trailing off, Killua cools down a bit at hearing that sadness. When he thinks back on it, he had thought of Gon immediately. But bringing Gon along with Hisoka for something like an amusement park? In a way, it was more that he was protecting him.
But now, he thinks, maybe it was unfair to have volunteered himself without Gon. Can't he do that with Gon still there?
Ugh, but he really feels dumb admitting the reasoning. So, embarrassed and reluctant, he continues.]
I didn't know what it was until Hisoka told me. He was talking about how he wanted to go but there was no one for him to go with... [A very long pause, and then a jolt.] It's normal, stupid! Of course I'd feel bad in a situation like that! It was hard to think beyond that!
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[Trailing off, Killua cools down a bit at hearing that sadness. When he thinks back on it, he had thought of Gon immediately. But bringing Gon along with Hisoka for something like an amusement park? In a way, it was more that he was protecting him.
But now, he thinks, maybe it was unfair to have volunteered himself without Gon. Can't he do that with Gon still there?
Ugh, but he really feels dumb admitting the reasoning. So, embarrassed and reluctant, he continues.]
I didn't know what it was until Hisoka told me. He was talking about how he wanted to go but there was no one for him to go with... [A very long pause, and then a jolt.] It's normal, stupid! Of course I'd feel bad in a situation like that! It was hard to think beyond that!