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I just said it's not a date, idiot! It's not a date!
[He's violently yelling and gesturing at his phone now. Next come the desperate attempts to explain.] We're just going to Disney World when he gets out! It's a good way of keeping an eye on him, you know? Plus, I want to go!
[He's violently yelling and gesturing at his phone now. Next come the desperate attempts to explain.] We're just going to Disney World when he gets out! It's a good way of keeping an eye on him, you know? Plus, I want to go!
It's not like that! It's...
[Trailing off, Killua cools down a bit at hearing that sadness. When he thinks back on it, he had thought of Gon immediately. But bringing Gon along with Hisoka for something like an amusement park? In a way, it was more that he was protecting him.
But now, he thinks, maybe it was unfair to have volunteered himself without Gon. Can't he do that with Gon still there?
Ugh, but he really feels dumb admitting the reasoning. So, embarrassed and reluctant, he continues.]
I didn't know what it was until Hisoka told me. He was talking about how he wanted to go but there was no one for him to go with... [A very long pause, and then a jolt.] It's normal, stupid! Of course I'd feel bad in a situation like that! It was hard to think beyond that!
[Trailing off, Killua cools down a bit at hearing that sadness. When he thinks back on it, he had thought of Gon immediately. But bringing Gon along with Hisoka for something like an amusement park? In a way, it was more that he was protecting him.
But now, he thinks, maybe it was unfair to have volunteered himself without Gon. Can't he do that with Gon still there?
Ugh, but he really feels dumb admitting the reasoning. So, embarrassed and reluctant, he continues.]
I didn't know what it was until Hisoka told me. He was talking about how he wanted to go but there was no one for him to go with... [A very long pause, and then a jolt.] It's normal, stupid! Of course I'd feel bad in a situation like that! It was hard to think beyond that!
[Gon's still unsure. Weird as Hisoka is, it seems odd for him to bring up this "Disney World" with Killua without it being a trap. Killua was the smart one so it had to be safe but…]
But it's still Hisoka...You should be careful about going places alone with him.
[He doesn't want to invite himself but-well. He is worried. Hisoka listens to him simply because he asserts himself but Killua still hesitates. Killua still lets his fear control him. Gon had to be there if he didn't want to run away.] Am I not allowed to go?
[Just… checking.]
But it's still Hisoka...You should be careful about going places alone with him.
[He doesn't want to invite himself but-well. He is worried. Hisoka listens to him simply because he asserts himself but Killua still hesitates. Killua still lets his fear control him. Gon had to be there if he didn't want to run away.] Am I not allowed to go?
[Just… checking.]
That's why I didn't invite you in the first place. But when you brought it up to me just now, I realized something.
[It's a voice thread, which is good. It means he can fidget and look around and Gon doesn't know at all. Eventually, he flops back on his bed, holding his phone up between himself and the ceiling.]
We can look out for each other! I doubt Hisoka would mind if it's both of us. He might get more excited. So let's go together.
[A pause, and he sits up again.] Oh, but then he'd still be sitting alone? ...Whatever.
[It's a voice thread, which is good. It means he can fidget and look around and Gon doesn't know at all. Eventually, he flops back on his bed, holding his phone up between himself and the ceiling.]
We can look out for each other! I doubt Hisoka would mind if it's both of us. He might get more excited. So let's go together.
[A pause, and he sits up again.] Oh, but then he'd still be sitting alone? ...Whatever.
[ Even if Killua can't see it, Gon is smiling. Beaming and brimming with excitement over being able to come along. It's weird that he had to ask permission but he doesn't give that much thought.]
I don't think Hisoka would mind sitting alone. Not if both of us are there. [He's not being conceited, he just knows Hisoka. As much as he hates to admit it. Whatever, switching topics.] It'd be a lot of fun, Killua! Thanks for letting me come along.
I don't think Hisoka would mind sitting alone. Not if both of us are there. [He's not being conceited, he just knows Hisoka. As much as he hates to admit it. Whatever, switching topics.] It'd be a lot of fun, Killua! Thanks for letting me come along.
Ugh... Don't put it like that.
[He doesn't want to think about it like that! Making a face to himself, he pauses only a moment before rolling back over on his stomach.]
Don't miss what I'm saying, stupid... I wanted you to come from the start.
[He doesn't want to think about it like that! Making a face to himself, he pauses only a moment before rolling back over on his stomach.]
Don't miss what I'm saying, stupid... I wanted you to come from the start.
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